It’s no wonder there are so many triggers out there and that sick to your very being when they hit. The last email I posted, she wrote…” I thought you were caught and it was going to start all over again”. I was still in a cloud at that time, still trying to breath. I didn’t even know about the emails yet. I’m sorry folks but has been a long 7 years. Supposedly this will ease, yes I function better but it can all go it to the toilet at a moments notice. Sitting together on the couch and a movie pops off with a comment, or I turn and look at him and can see it all unfolding like a movie. I don’t think I could list all the triggers. Maybe I should try one of these nights.