This was the day I was in Seattle and while talking to him on the phone found out they were still talking. I said to him your having an affair, it’s not over is it and I ran out of the restaurant, my poor friend and to pay the bill and meet me out side. They both had been warned to stay away from one another, the consequences will be high. Thank god they were
From: Jo Jo <email@example.com>
Date: Sun, Nov 16, 2008 at 2:22 PM
So, did you get the cd? I was a little concerned because after I went back inside from putting it in the mailbox, I turned off all the inside lights, then turned them back on to get some tea and some cinnamon gum to put in a baggy and take it out to the mailbox……..well……when I went out the front door (all the outside lights were off) I heard something say, “go back inside.” I thought, no I’m not going to….and then I remember last time I heard that warning I didn’t listen and that’s when I got busted. Well, I look up at the church, and I saw a running car, a sedan, and a person standing outside of it. I couldn’t tell who it was, but when I spotted them, they walked back into the car and drove off immediately. I don’t know if it was her or not.
If it was her, I can say I was taking my dog to go potty because I just took about 10 steps out the door when I stopped. Since all the lights were off inside and outside my house, it was so dark that I don’t know if the person really saw me or not but it looked like they were facing my direction. They didn’t move until I spotted the car. I wouldn’t have even noticed the person if they hadn’t moved because then I saw them in the the lights from the church. It was just a really weird occurance and made me really paranoid. Did you happen to see her driving around last night? I wanted to call your cell and warn you not to come up because you might run into her driving up here, but I was afraid to call your cell because you told me not to. Also, if you were talking to her when I called, that would be a red flag. After that, I thought, “man, I hope that person wasn’t there when I put that cd in the mailbox 10 mins ago.” But I’m pretty sure I looked all around and didn’t see that car the 1st time. I also thought that you would seem to think if it was her, she would have hidden the car so it wasn’t visible to my house. It was on the furthest east point of the parking lot and was backed into the parking space against the fence that separates the driveway from the basketball quart. And like I said, it was running, so I thought she would’ve made it more conspicuous if it really was her. But I also thought it was weird that she told you she was leaving for Walmart and hour early that night. So maybe she’s not in to conspicuous stuff. Maybe she likes it out in the open. ??? Does the Altima have a break light in the back window because this car had that. Either that or a break light on a spoiler. But you guys don’t have a spoiler, correct? I couldn’t tell if it was an Altima or not and I couldn’t tell the color. It seemed like it was darker than silver, but it drove away kinda fast and it was in the dark. ( I think it was me)
I talked to (my/wife’s ) best friend today. I was afraid to go to church now that she knows because I sit by her in Sunday School and I thought she might hate me. Well, she doesn’t. She still loves me. She asked me point blank if it’s over between you and me and I looked her in the eye and said yes. That made me feel extremely guilty. She told me that (me) very irrational right now and that things will get better but it will “take a LONG time” to get better. I said, “like a couple years?” and she just looked at me and smiled.
So I’m going to be very anxious for your response to whether that was in fact her, or if you know. You did get the cd right? She didn’t get it, right? I watched out my window for you for about 20 mins or longer and then fell asleep watching on the couch. I never did see you. But I didn’t see that car come back either.
So whoopdie doo! If you did get the cd, what did you think of it. Is it too girly???? Those songs are depressing huh? They make me think of you…even the happy ones.
my husband, I love you.
I’ll be waiting for your reply.
From: first & middle name <firstname.lastname@example.org>
Date: Mon, Nov 17, 2008 at 3:09 AM
To: Jo Jo <email@example.com>
No, I don’t believe it was her. We don’t have a spoiler. She took a sleeping pill and went to bed. It ended up being a very busy night at work, so I didn’t get up there until after 2 a.m. Keep listening to your instincts. If that warning pops up again or you see something that doesn’t seem right please listen to it. Yes, I did get the cd and listened to it the rest of the night. I was surprised that I actually really liked it. Quite a few of the songs were depressing, but that’s what seems to reach the majority of people.. Just for info. I am working today (Monday) morning from 3 a.m. to 7 a.m. then around 8 a.m. I have to drop my car off at the shop. Wife and Jessica B. are going to Seattle for the day. That’s why I am writing at this time.
How did things go at church yesterday. Wife wants to talk to Cory, but I believe thatit is in a supportive way. She is really hurting for him. How did he react? Wife said when she glanced at him it appeared that he was crying. May just have been her emotions. She worked really hard at staying for the service. Hey, I got to get in the car right now, so I’ll write back later. Who knows maybe I’ll see you in the morning on your way to work, or after your work we can talk briefly. Where are you going to be afterwork? I will be driving our car, so don’t be surprised.
There are two messages here. The first was at 3:09 a.m. and is below so scroll down and read both of them. When you read this write me back with the time you are getting off of work. After work I want you to drive to 14th and Butler and I will meet you. Butler is the street my mom lives on. I will be walking down from my mom’s, so there will not be a problem.
whew! Thank the Lord. SO you liked the cd huh? Good. That is a mixture of her old and brand new cd except for some I had to delete to make room for all the ones I really liked. She’s pretty good, huh?
Yes, Cory was crying. I could see wife up in the choir having such a hard time just coping. It was hard for everyone to see. Cory walked in late and when he did, she immediately started having a rough time. I was too ashamed to look at her eye to eye but when I saw Cory crying after she walked by, I started crying too. Then best friend and youth pastor/his best friend walked by and they looked like they were both about to cry as well. What a crying fiasco!
Well, after work I will be going to the bank and the post office. Then I will go home and make some din din. Hopefully I’ll get some time to work out. My body craves exercise. You may say I’m addicted to it. That’s what my husband says. But I’d rather be addicated to that than some other things, ya know? I wrote you a paper letter (5 pages). You’re not going to like it…just a warning. I’m sick to my stomach just thinking about you reading it.
gotta go now,
Okay, I just noticed there were two messages. I will get off about 3:40 I think, and then run those errands. I’ll try to be there at 4:00pm. Okie dokey?
I am pretty much babysitting all day because Diana is consulting someone who is going to be audited and they don’t know what the heck they’re doing. Charity is cleaning horsey stalls and apparently training hers. So that leaves me to babysit like always…on top of my work. You know it’s amazing…how Charity can’t seem to take care of her own kids. It always seems like they’re pawned off on Diana…and then Diana just leaves and guess who gets them??? If I wanted kids, I would have them 🙂
I will see you there at 4:00. Just drive down Butler and I will watch for you. The 5-page letter sounds ominous. If I am not going to like it then maybe I shouldn’t read it. Sounds like it was a good thing that I wasn’t at church. Add me to the mix and I don’t know what would of happened. Enough people are upset with me as it is. Of course they are trying not to show it.
Exercising can be addicting… just depends what you get out of it. The question is what do you want to get out of it, or what do see as a benefit. Is it a mental thing or an body image thing? Are you using it to mask underlying problems or stress. I’ve seen most your body and grteatly appreciated what I saw. You once said that because of your dad you have a complex about weight. If that is the creates the desire to exercise then it might be unhealthy. My question is this; what do you think of the rest of the world that are not taking the same steps to control our weight. Does it change your opinion of them? Is your need to keep your body the reason you don’t want kids? Is there something else behind that, if so, what? If you want my evaluation you will have to ask for an appointment. The cost would be some tea and the other cd of you singing.